June 2006 / n°33

 
 
An american soldier told about his war day by day, from hell of Omaha to Hurtgen, in the ranks of the Big Red One
John F. Mickey was American, he was 35 in 1944 and lived in Michigan. He did enlisted in september 1943, he thought he could do some "job" in this war. When he enlisted he was not expected for that kind of life : the long separation from loved one, the horror of war, and even hunger and thirst. All along the fightings he took notes, and many years later he decided to write about sixty pages. John F. Mickey passed away in 1989. With his son's permission, his memories are told there. It is the experience of a "common" man who believed in some human valours, and who fight for them from the beaches of Normandy to the Hurtgen forest, in Germany, where he had been wounded.
(John F. Mickey's memories - 1944/1945)
Episode 24 : Germany
"
suddenly all hell broke loose : machine gun fire, mortar, snipers and rifles fire opened up..." By John F. Mickey
Hell in Hurtgen forest
As the time of Omaha beach, no day stands out more vividly than the battle in the woods of the Hurtgen forest. I can’t count the nights I awoke from a sound sleep, dreaming of and reliving that cold dreary late afternoon in the Hurtgen forest. And now forty years later I relive that battle. This morning of November 21st we jumped around to warm up, every man lips were blue. We had no rations. We moved out that rainy morning and the rain turned to wet snow, it was a miserable day. As the twelve of us neared the woods, we spread out moving to the woods. It is easy to loose sense of direction surrounded by a forest of pine trees. One enemy shot rang out, hitting Cartwright in the leg. Then silen-
ce, no other shot were heard. We moved again into the woods well in, when suddenly all hell broke loose : machine gun fire, mortar, snipers and rifles fire opened up. In a matter of minutes most of our squad met death by enemy fire. There was silence again, except for the moaning and cries for medics. I heard a young fellow to my left crying out : “mom, I don’t want to die here”. I believe he was one of the new replacements we had, just 18 years old. We walked into a trap, it was dark in the woods and we did not see the Germans firing at us. Only
 
A camouflaged American truck was towing an anti aircraft gun drove into Hurtgen forest. NARA
the luminated bullets of the machine gun gave us the direction of the firing. I was moving toward this young man’s direction and I heard a voice call out “ comrade, comrade ”, I turned to my right and I saw two Germans standing in the distance above me, as if they were on a log or mole. I looked straight at them. The thought flashed by, what if I am captured? Will I stand up the interrogation? Will I be tortured? I laid down and rolled backward down a hill until I hit a tree. I got on my knees and kept firing toward the two Germans, hoping to keep alive avoiding being captured. I could only think I would rather be dead than captured. Just then lieutenant Maumus was at my side, I was relieved knowing that the rest of our company now moved in. He asked what happened, I told him that we were wiped out by the machine gun in the dark. He told me that our artillery will fire in. I saw the trees splintering, the artillery was well zeroed in and probably scattered the enemy. When I saw Dennis, I told him about the young fellow crying for help and he went to find him. Now, occasional mortar shells were coming in. The last thing I remember was the mortar shells bursting near me. Then I found myself a mile away, in that medics bunker we saw built that afternoon. I began to think of the two Germans calling “ comrade ”, I keep asking myself why did they not shot to kill me, they saw me first. I also remember that neither had a weapon and I wondered : “ were they calling me to surrender or were they wanting to surrender? Did my bullet kill them?” Over and over I think about it with a sense of guilt that I had never felt before. It was an unusual situation difficult to comprehend, and I find myself praying that those two Germans survived. I know for a certain that had they been armed I would not be writing this, but for the grace of God…I took three an
To follow in June

All rights of the author of text and photographs reserved. Excepted with authorization, reproduction and any other use of works else than private or individual consultation are prohibited.